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I'm going to abandon this log, along with my censored. 3 blogs are too much to manage.
Cant take the real blog? I think im clean now, nothing un-natual bothers me anymore.

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Sorry about the lack of updates. There hasnt been much going on in my real life.
If you must know what's been going on... well, I cant stop dreaming about Katherine... I really do wish I could remember in specifics what the dreams are about. I do remember the movie dream, where im at the movies with her, real well. The movie we see changes each time, sometimes I cannot disguinsh it.
This has made me look into the future a bit deeper. Until now my prime concern has been just getting a girl. That is gone now. I am re-assured something I do will develop a romance. By who? Myself. another thought process. But, about that, I've always considered going to the movies a date. One guy said, "Just ask her to the movies, then ask her out there". It was on some message boards. That was a while ago. Now... The more I think about it, the more he is right. She would think not as much of me If i just go up to her and ask her "Hey, im going to the movies this weekend, and was wondering if you would like to come with me?". It sounds so much better that way, other than "Want to go see a movie this weekend?". It makes it sound like an afterthought, like Im not depending upon her to go to the movies (even though I am).
Which brings me to the point. During the movie my mind will concentrate on nothing but the prospect of asking her out, how, when, and why. I will end up asking her out at the end, knowing that it is "not or never", as my mind usually works. Inferiority complex's suck.
Well, like to respond with a comment? Replys are always welcome, so please do.
In the end, well, I've sort of disbanded with Lindsey and Brent. It is just way too hard to maintain their schedule and my own. They are not technology geeks- to the slightest degree. It is really hard maintaining their going places and my internet life.
People who say that an internet life is stupid and you should get a real life, are all nuts. Ive learned more things on the internet than i ever would have in real life.
I'm going to stop writing in my other blogs. Sorry, but if u cant handle this there aint nothing you need to know.
-Psy

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In memory of Chuck, my pet guinea pig.
He almost turned 5, if only he would have hung in there just one and a half more months.
Chuck:
July 4, 1997(Estimated)- May 26, 2002
He had a good life. He died of cancer, evident because of a tumor on his rear end. I will never bed with pine shavings again.

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Well, today many things happened. To be honest, im not sure what to make of some of it.
I guess I'll start from the begining.
First and Second period were the awards ceremony. I got the "Most outstanding boy Nominee" award, but was not a finalist or winner.
Good news! I found out "Ayla"'s name! Its Tiffany. Woohoo, right? None of my friends know her.
Third period was orchestra. I did not talk to Heather, but she did not seem any more hostile toward me. Shes nice, but for now all I can do is stare. I ate at B lunch (I normally eat at C), and it was okay. Most of my friends were there.
Fourth period we read our thingys. Legends. Mine was about Ozzy Osbourne biting off a chicken's head. I got the least applause.
Fifth period we all sat there bored. Almost trough it we went to the
DANCE!
I love Katherine.

I could write about every detail of my life. But, instead, I'll go through my day then point ojut miscelanious things later.
Yesterday I had nothing to do. I came home, watched tv, got dressed and went to my concert. After it I ate at Arbys and re-inmstalled Tribes 2, playing it a bit. I wanted to see Lindsey there, but she wasn't. I wasnt expecting her to go, after all, it sucked cept for the symphony's music (the level i'm in).
Today:
1st period: Lindsey wasnt there. We did geometry constructions. What fun. Cleaned out lockers. Threw all my shiznit away.
2nd period: Stupid film. Stared at girls most period.
3rd period: Sightread a song "I will follow him" from Sister Act. It sounded familiar... but was xtremely easy. Would have been very hard if i had sightread it half a year earlier.
4th period:Watched a dumb film in science about the space race. Answered a worksheet, stared at girls most period.
Lunch: Choir came back. Locks turned in. Got a buck.
5th period: Watched some Scooby Doo. I personally would not voletarily turn to CN to watch it, but it wasnt as bad as the powerpuff girls, at least.
6th period: Played bingo. Yesterday we learned the Petrite (pasT) forms of verbs.
7th period: Finished most of "Remember The Titans"